tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-61837982011-04-21T15:50:39.321-07:00La vida miaHOWDY! My name is Amanda Brawley and I am a Spanish major from Cypress, TX. But most importantly I am the proudest member of the FIGHTIN' TEXAS AGGIE CLASS OF '07. A-A-A WHOOP!!Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comBlogger1611100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1145936023018717332006-04-24T20:28:00.000-07:002006-04-24T20:33:43.030-07:00at this point i am very sick of life in general. sometimes i wonder if it would just be better for me to move away. some people would miss me at first but life goes on. I can't exaclty complain about some things i want to complain about due to censorship, but sometimes people need to know. Here is my list of things i am sick of:1. People just need to fucking get over themselves. That explains Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1138764126182940452006-01-31T19:17:00.000-08:002006-01-31T19:22:06.193-08:00este dia no fue tan justo. tengo que hablar en espanol porque solo pocas personas que conzco a mi pagina de pensamientos. es posible que no vaya a la escuela porque la oficina de e-pay son chingadas. pienso que el nuevo se va y deja el anciano que no tiene pasion ni amor. se amo a mi novio muchisimo pero hay dias en que el no me quiere. no quiere toma mi mano ni me besa cuando me ve. entonces, Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1137035410806477132006-01-11T19:04:00.000-08:002006-02-14T20:11:13.006-08:00Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1136863315100881712006-01-09T19:00:00.000-08:002006-01-09T19:22:17.536-08:00only 2 more days until my love gets here! other than that, today has been a pretty crabby day..or a day of anger grrrrrrrrr!!!! first work was not that great. no one does stuff i ask them to do so nothing gets done and some of that stuff is important...jerks. after that i went to the rec and kicked my own ass b/c i am so freggin out of shape. i am really sore now but that's a good thing. after Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1135963622822702052005-12-30T09:01:00.000-08:002005-12-30T09:27:02.876-08:00this has probably been the best Christmas break since I have been in college. The beginning was kind of boring but not too bad. I went to Michelle's wedding and she was absolutely gorgeous. Jeff had his hair cut and no hat so it looked really nice. Other than that I have been getting stuff ready for Bonfire for next year. Hopefully i'll get all the girls picked and we can start working on stuff.Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1135052611785587342005-12-19T20:19:00.000-08:002005-12-19T20:23:31.796-08:00Someone please come save me! I am so bored at home. My day consists of odd chores my parents have me do, a 2 mile walk/jog, some ab exercises and dinner. It finally hit me today that i have no friends left at home and the ones I did have are nothing like what i have become. I have changed so much since high school. all i want is for this stupid break to be over and to be back home doing the Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1134848808880759142005-12-17T11:27:00.000-08:002005-12-17T11:49:50.680-08:00Yesterday I was pretty excited to be coming home, but eveyone is gone. Mom and Alli went somewhere today and did ask me to come. Matt had to work and Daryl is in Menard. I am already tired of watching tv so i decided to do a bunch of laundry and clean the kitchen. I also have to work on the 501 (c) (3) status paperwork (yuck!) but it has to be done. I miss my Todd and all the girls, and Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1129517127639883632005-10-16T19:45:00.000-07:002005-10-16T19:45:27.643-07:00Whoop for Jr. Leadership Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1129516997329903062005-10-16T19:43:00.000-07:002005-10-16T19:43:17.333-07:00the awesome and hott jr. greenpots (owww owww) Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1129516652267467202005-10-16T19:37:00.000-07:002005-10-16T19:37:32.273-07:00my redass fish Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1128955417240502562005-10-10T07:33:00.000-07:002005-10-10T08:16:32.233-07:00i had an absoulte blast this weekend. bonfire started...whoop! we worked non-stop last week to make things go smooth for check-in. i don't think it went that bad but it will definitely be better in the upcoming weeks. there is way too much to talk about that happened this weekend but it was lots of fun. chelsey and i have close to 400 something sit ups to do! we are going to be in shape girls Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1128378055845189172005-10-03T15:12:00.000-07:002005-10-03T15:20:55.850-07:00life has been incredibly busy lately, but that's a good thing because if i am by myself not doing anything...i know i am thinking about it. i talked to my brother today. i realize how much i miss my family sometimes when i talk to them. they are probably the only people that really understand me. well, i guess there's not really that much to update. this weekend was interesting. i don't exactly Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1127495687109601632005-09-23T10:08:00.000-07:002005-09-23T10:14:47.120-07:00well, it's finally over...for good this time, and i am miserable. now that he's gone there is so much free time. i feel bad about what i told him. i told him that i never wanted to see him, talk to him or even know of him. that was probably not the best move on my part, but it hurts so much and i figue if i dont' see him then it will just go away. the problem with that is that he is everywhere. iAmandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1126498301910472602005-09-11T21:03:00.000-07:002005-09-11T21:11:41.916-07:00school is starting the 3rd week and you would think things would start to be routine but life changes. sometimes in ways that you don't expect so you aren't really ready for the change. i know that lately i have been the bitchiest, meanest, most un-friendly person ever. :( i get depressed and sad when one little thing goes wrong. i can't really say too much because people don't really need to Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1124162640324651682005-08-15T20:17:00.000-07:002005-08-15T20:24:00.330-07:00as per someone's request like a month ago, i am updating my blog. summer hasn't been too exciting other than a lot of drinking/pictures of me trying to climb in my sunroof drunk b/c sooooomeone wouldn't give me my keys. todd was here for about a month and that was cool. i don't really need to go into details about that. so...next semester is going to be a FULL plate. i am taking 15 hrs, working Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1118110754141364912005-06-06T18:52:00.000-07:002005-06-07T18:29:13.853-07:00i saw this in a few poeple's journals so...i am gonna do it tooA - Act your age - about 3 more months until i am 20B - Breast size - 34 D 1/2 i could do the DD thing but it just makes me feel like an old lady..so i would rather just have my boobs pop out every now and then. If you want to see pictures..slim has some and so does toddC - Chore you hate - dusting and trashD - Dad's name - EdwinE - Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1115674146892781422005-05-09T14:12:00.000-07:002005-05-09T14:29:06.963-07:00i think i need a hobby. i have never care or been irritated about so much stuff in my life, and i don't understand why. everytime i think i am over stuff, something from out of nowhere will evenutally bring it up again. i am seriously tired of this shit. it fucking sucks that i had to lose so many good friends because of it. i wish things wouldn't have turned out this way but i guess there is Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1113848594778428632005-04-18T11:08:00.000-07:002005-04-18T11:23:14.780-07:00i feel like letting loose but i can't. i am bound to censorship in the worst way. a lot of the time i wonder if it's all my fault. someone reminded me the other day thatLove is patient, (Ouch)love is kind. (ouch)It does not envy (ouch!),it does not boast,it is not proud.It is not rude, (ouch)it is not selfseeking, (ouch)it is not easily angered, (ouch)it keeps no record of wrongs. (grande ouch)Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1113280598296880712005-04-11T21:26:00.000-07:002005-04-11T21:36:38.296-07:00i could update on a lot of stuff that's going through my head but i don't even know where to start. lately people are really starting to piss me off. it sucks so bad b/c i have never been this irritable in my life. sometimes i wish that i could go through life with a true apathetic attitude but i know that would be boring and boring sucks. so i guess i'll just have to suffer. it wouldn't be soAmandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1113096464774846502005-04-09T18:25:00.000-07:002005-04-09T18:27:44.773-07:00have you ever woken up and realized...man, this is how my life is going to be for the rest of my life. it has it's bad points, but the good totally make up for it. i dont' really know what to say but i felt like i needed to update, so that's all i got. lately i have had lots on my mind especially after this week,Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1112317130012463972005-03-31T16:51:00.000-08:002005-03-31T16:58:50.013-08:00Hm...i decided to write a new blog but i don't really know what to talk about. So i guess i'll just update you on my life.Work : I am so excited. As some of you know I no longer work at Ross (YaH!). If you haven't heard the story i'll tell you sometime, but now i work at the bilingual office for Bryan ISD. It's seriously the best job for me...I am NEVER bored with it and i have been working Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1110826270962193712005-03-14T10:51:00.000-08:002005-03-14T10:51:10.963-08:00Awwwww! Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1110826229104684802005-03-14T10:50:00.000-08:002005-03-14T10:50:29.103-08:00I wasn't even drunk Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1110826162496691882005-03-14T10:49:00.000-08:002005-03-14T10:49:22.496-08:00I was the hottest patient there! Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1110826045545102412005-03-14T10:47:00.000-08:002005-03-14T10:47:25.546-08:00yay for good friends! Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1110770696053164722005-03-13T18:45:00.000-08:002005-03-13T19:24:56.056-08:00it's been almost 3 weeks since i have updated and i am sure many of you know by now the big event that happened. it's weird to say but todd and i are back together. i am sure tons of people hate us because of it but that shouldn't matter. sometimes you just have to follow your heart even if it takes something really shitty to realize what it's telling you. he asked me if i wanted to go for a Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1109104293213009032005-02-22T12:30:00.000-08:002005-02-22T12:31:33.216-08:00Work This Outby Jack Ingramalbum:I really wanna work this outif theres somethin i gotta dotell me how to make this rightcause i gotta get through to youif i can find the right thing to saythat would finally take away your doubtcause we cant throw this awayyea i really wanna work this outTell me theres one thing i cant do againi wont do that again nowsomethin we're missin we'll find it againwe'll Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1109104147220959642005-02-22T12:29:00.000-08:002005-02-22T12:29:07.220-08:00i think there needed to be a picture with this post since i learned how to do it all over again. Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1108759774161253742005-02-18T12:49:00.000-08:002005-02-18T12:49:34.163-08:00our new puppy...isn't she so cute. i wish i could keep her here Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1108759492903089642005-02-18T12:44:00.000-08:002005-02-18T12:44:52.903-08:00senoritamanda: dude...we are so hotKate6615: dude i kno Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1108579624006614092005-02-16T10:40:00.000-08:002005-02-16T10:47:04.016-08:00so...lots of people read what i wrote on monday. and i think i need to clarify a few things. 1. when i said low expectations i didn't mean it in a bad way. i just meant that i didn't think that would turn into a relationship. 2. just because i am 19 doesn't mean i don't know what i want. and i'm sorry if that made you angry. anyway...now that that's cleared up here's the messages i woke up to theAmandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1108426641139022752005-02-14T15:49:00.000-08:002005-02-14T16:17:21.146-08:00i am sure some of you could have guessed that i have had tons on my mind the past few days. probably starting last sunday, and before then too. hell, my mind has been going non stop for who knows how long. i have thought about a lot of things and one thing that keeps coming to mind is that when you set your expectations low...that's exactly waht you get. and i honestly mean that in the best Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1108069370441876732005-02-10T12:53:00.000-08:002005-02-10T13:02:50.440-08:00i knew that when i typed that thing on tuesday someone would be left out and i left out 2 of the most important people and that's not cool...so this whole entry is for ya'll. first is my roommate.
erin - thank you for always listening to me and giving me advice even if it's not what i wanted to hear and aslo i am sorry for the things you did or did not hear at night, in the morning, in the Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1107884718602448122005-02-08T09:19:00.000-08:002005-02-08T09:59:30.970-08:00so after a 3 hr long walk/talk i feel much better about things. i am still a little upset and hurt but this is the first time i have ever wanted to be friends with my ex. anyway i just wanted to say thanks to everyone who sent me messages, watched me cry, told me how pretty i was, ect. so here goes.
kate - you are amazing and probably the bestest friend i have ever had. i know i don't see you as Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1107754192632894152005-02-06T21:11:00.000-08:002005-02-06T21:29:52.633-08:00well, it's been a full week and i am still not doing so good. it's amazing how complicated things can become in only a weeks time. i am still incredibly heart broken and here's what's on my mind b/c i have to get this all out. first thing that i think everyone needs to know about is kyle (my FRIEND that i brought to the party). kyle transferred here this semester and i haven't talked to him Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1107194602676272512005-01-31T09:52:00.000-08:002005-01-31T10:03:22.676-08:00so the bliss has ended. just when you think life can't get any better shit happens. i think 1/2 the campus must know by now that todd and i are no longer together and guys to be honest i am not doing so great. i have tried to sleep and i can't. i wake up in the middle of the night and can't go back to sleep. i haven't eaten b/c i can't keep anything down and i am so depressed. regardless of Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1106936693591781882005-01-28T11:13:00.000-08:002005-01-28T10:24:53.590-08:00i really should be doing my homework instead of writing this but eh i feel like procrastinating. so last night was a typical thursday night. hang out with the boys, drink a little then off to the hall for a night of dancing. i don't mind when todd dances with other girls b/c i know there are other people i want to dance with too. i feel really bad b/c last night i didn't feel so great and i was Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1106095342562847142005-01-18T16:22:00.000-08:002005-01-18T16:42:22.563-08:00well, we are finally back. this sounds kind of dumb but everyone got to start school today and i didn't. i dont' have any tuesday/thursday classes, so i did some errands but my day was kind of boring and lonely. anyway...on with the update. so i got back wed b/c i had to take care of some things. the dorms weren't open so i stayed with a friend and well, i got distracted in the middle of what Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1105130414100392612005-01-07T12:30:00.000-08:002005-01-07T12:40:14.100-08:00howdy! i miss that word being a part of my everday language. well, break is almost over and i am soooo freaking ready to be back in college station. my family is driving me nuts. don't get me wrong they are my family and i love them but it's like being in high school all over again and having them control every single part of your life. it's just not how i was expecting to be treated. now i Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1104132571564582212004-12-26T23:03:00.000-08:002004-12-26T23:29:31.566-08:00so here's the christmas update. so far the only bad thing about my holiday was that i was sick. my family does pretty much everything on christmas eve so christmas day was kind of blah. don't get me wrong i love christmas eve but christmas day is a different story. it means aunts that smell funny and lots of awkardness trying to connect to people that are 40 years older than you. thank God for myAmandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1103311387393839502004-12-17T11:08:00.000-08:002004-12-17T11:23:07.393-08:00well, i am back in cs for the day. i had to turn in my paper and get one of my folders, but after i type this it's back home for a month of torture. i had planned on typing about how it was fun to be home yesterday and how maybe the holidays weren't going to be so bad, but now that i have checked my email i just don't think that's going to happen. i got an email from one of my youth pastors at Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1102901700954468042004-12-12T17:09:00.000-08:002004-12-12T17:35:00.953-08:00it's finally happened. one of the saddest realizations i have had all year long. i am the most out of shape i have ever been in my life. my legs giggle like crazy and i could go on and on but i'll spare ya'll the details. today i went to the rec and worked out with erin and i feel so good and energized. we played badminton for 30 minutes, then i did a stair stepper thing and some ab stuff. and Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1102373568769857182004-12-06T14:43:00.000-08:002004-12-06T14:52:48.770-08:00so this week begins studying the hell like crazy. it's kind of sad to come from just about the best weekend of my life to studying teaching theories (yuck)...so speaking of the weekend. i had a blast. friday we all hung out in todd and adam's room like we usually do. fridge started calling me mom...it was weird at first but i kind of like it now. then we went to a neeley party and it was Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1102029106415397832004-12-02T14:52:00.000-08:002004-12-02T15:11:46.416-08:00it's thursday and i am only 14 essays away from being done with this week which is very exciting. friday i plan on taking a looooooong nap and cleaning my room b/c it's a HUGE mess. i am not sure what the plans are for later but i never know until i get in the car...and even then i am usually just going with it. i keep getting messages about a moses party so maybe i'll stop by. moses people Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1101831580602694312004-11-30T07:42:00.000-08:002004-11-30T08:19:40.603-08:00blah! i think i am finally ready to give up. my teacher hasn't emailed me back yet so i have no clue what i am supposed to be doing for one of my classes. and i know it's not b/c i can't get the work done one time b/c i excel at last minute stuff when it comes to school. but there are so many distractions. too many emotional things. i left the chem lounge last night expecting to come home and Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1101764235639740752004-11-29T13:37:00.000-08:002004-11-29T13:37:15.640-08:00my family Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1101763767667250032004-11-29T12:51:00.000-08:002004-11-29T13:29:27.673-08:00so i probably won't be seeing anyone this week unless you are in my classes or part of the hispanic possee at bryan high school. by tomorrow i have 2 800 word essays due, and i know that doesn't seem that bad but they are all in spanish. the next day i have 10 more due. by friday i have 9 more due...so that's what like 21 essays due this week. all but the 2 spanish essays have to be posted onlineAmandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1101678647381385532004-11-28T13:50:00.000-08:002004-11-28T13:50:47.380-08:00me and rev...just testing to see if this is really going to work Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1101676418108370832004-11-28T13:00:00.000-08:002004-11-28T13:13:38.106-08:00hm...i'm not really into typing right now but i want to take a break from home. thanksgiving was pretty cool except now i am sick. i had soooo much fun w/ my bro and the cousins. i did some of my homework. i slept a lot, got a free t-shirt, drank like crazy and then drove the ranger around...that was interesting. it was a good break but now i am happy to be home. i have to go back to houston Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1101232855903359382004-11-23T08:48:00.000-08:002004-11-23T10:00:55.903-08:00well, this will be the last post for awhile. i think i am gonna go home today but there really wont' be much to do. everyone at home really aren't my friends anymore...there are a few but i dunno it's just differetn. anyway. last night was pretty fun. i still feel kind of bad for what i said and i am really sorry but i completely dddn't mean it like that. sorry :( other than that i was pretty funAmandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1101104239421850742004-11-21T21:45:00.000-08:002004-11-22T21:50:33.186-08:00hm...so i don't really know where to start. this weekend was pretty long, but i think that's b/c 2 of the nights we didn't get home until 5am, but i'll quote todd on this one "well, the bonfire built and hopefully varsity's horns will be sawed off. " i must say that other than mud and falling in it, this weekend was perfect. well, maybe not perfect but i had so much fun. i laughed until my Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1100731719666544802004-11-17T14:13:00.000-08:002004-11-17T14:48:39.666-08:00just fair warning to anyone that reads this...this post is going to be nothing but complaining and maybe some stuff you dont' really want to know so if you dont' want to hear me complain...don't read it. today i got the biggest relief of my life, so it started out good. then i took my math test and that wasn't bad. i knwo that i at least passed this one. so the day was going great until my mom Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1100533894327815512004-11-15T07:32:00.000-08:002004-11-15T07:51:34.326-08:00i have a couple of minutes to update before class so here goes. this weekend was incredibly long. friday i had to work so after i got off i came home and erin was telling me about her seizure that she had. then i went to moore to hang out before yell. after yell we threw ox in fish pond and i have never seen someone pout that much in my life...but he got over it. then we came home and went to bedAmandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1100285157981111562004-11-12T11:22:00.000-08:002004-11-12T10:52:01.830-08:00i freaking hate being stressed out. yesterday was one of the best days i have had in a long time. i finally earned an A on one of my spanish papers, i got my blanket back that i made ;), i found money in pants that i washed, i finally did a month's worth of laundry, and i got to make wire sets. so you think today would be good as well but it's one of those blah days. paki asked me what happened Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1100156814095094922004-11-10T23:01:00.000-08:002004-11-10T23:06:54.096-08:00i can't go to sleep so i figured that i would update. i am pretty sure that for the next week and half you will only be seeing like 1/2 of northside (and a few redass southsiders) b/c we'll all be out at stack. i didn't get to do much of cut but every chance i have had to go out to stack i have gone and i love it! i realize now why bonfire is so special to some people. i came in this year with a Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1099891194262928682004-11-07T20:55:00.000-08:002004-11-07T21:19:54.263-08:00i feel so productive today. so far i have done my math quiz, my worksheet, and 2 postings for my teaching class within 2 hrs. so this weekend not a whole lot went on but it was pretty good. thursday started it off with the normal trip to the hall and i was glad todd got to go. oh and thanks for the dance josh...sorry i was too drunk to spin right but it was better than having a broken arm...Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1099586701117260082004-11-04T08:17:00.000-08:002004-11-04T08:45:01.116-08:00well it's been awhile since i have not ambiguosly updated so now that i have finished being overwhelmed with homework and emotional stuff...i have time to let ya'll know what's up. by now i am sure that everyone and their mother knows what happened between todd and i. i really didn't want a lot of people to find out but somehow news like that travels. go figure. haha. like i said things are Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1099324210020358352004-11-01T07:45:00.000-08:002004-11-01T07:50:10.020-08:00things are slowly getting better than they were yesterday. there better be a lot of ass kissing for awhile though. well, that's all i got so i am off to class. hasta pasta.
Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1099274284682633822004-10-31T17:55:00.000-08:002004-10-31T17:58:04.683-08:00i know some of you are expecting a post about well, if you know you know if you dont' then you probably dont' need to. but i am not going to talk about it. all i know is that i dont' need time. i know i feel and my heart is sad. i deserve better than that and that's all i have to say. so ya'll have a good night i am gonna go try and make mine better. night.
Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1098668521231122132004-10-24T18:18:00.000-07:002004-10-24T18:42:01.230-07:00so far i have 07 out of 23 things for homework done. this week is going to be so busy but i have to look forward to the fact that my brother is coming here in 6 more days! whoop! after my mid-term on thursday i will be expecting everyone to accompany me dancing that night (hehe). i am surprised this weekend was kind of blah...not boring but nothing really happened. friday i had to work so at 10 Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1098380047750210752004-10-21T11:26:00.000-07:002004-10-21T10:34:07.750-07:00so i have about 4 minutes to post something new and then it's off for my dia de espanol. okay so yesterday was quite a day. i started off waking up on the right side of the bed :) and then i got worse with a hideous math test. however, my tefb 322 class was cancelled which was such a blessing b/c that class is freaking 2 hrs long. after that i went to work and then i came home and was extremely Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1098163538031209352004-10-18T23:17:00.000-07:002004-10-18T22:25:38.030-07:00after reading 12 pages of spanish i decided to take a break....i took me like an hr to read that, but i have to say that now i know the myth of icarus. lately life has been a lot better. there is still some weirdness when i talk to my mom b/c i have no clue what to tell her now. BUT i am sooooooo freaking excited b/c my brother is coming in town halloween weekend and going to spend the whole Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1097698710765250422004-10-13T12:58:00.000-07:002004-10-13T13:18:30.766-07:00i know this is 2 posts in one day but this is something i have to do. this post is for my mom, daryl, both davids, all the people i knew at church (home and here), and anyone that has known me for the past couple of years. last year after david and i broke up i was really turned off to religion and just anything that had to do with it. i haven't been to church since easter and in all honesty i amAmandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1097645766204918722004-10-12T23:22:00.000-07:002004-10-12T22:36:06.203-07:00if i could pick anything to describe today it would be way too long with too much stuff to think about. first off i woke up at about 5:30 and hit snooze i dunno how many times. i really think today's post might be way too much information for a lot of people, but like i ahve said before this is one of 2 places i can rant and not really worry about it and this is the more censored of the 2 so i Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1097476258951628672004-10-10T23:06:00.000-07:002004-10-10T23:30:58.950-07:00so sometimes i really hate being a girl. being all emotional sometimes really sucks. i know that guys hate it but i hate it too. i wish that i could be apathetic about a lot of things but i am a girl and girls analyze the junk out of everything. i have been trying really hard not to do that lately and just kind of go with things and not really worry about it. of course by now most of you know Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1097162683942756682004-10-07T08:18:00.000-07:002004-10-07T08:24:43.943-07:00it's been awhile since i have posted in the morning, but i am kind of stuck and ihave things to do but i would rather play on todd's computer (haha). so i was over here studying last night and i was going to go home but for some reason my stomach started hurting really bad...the weird thing is that it did that last week too and my stomach has never felt like that. i dunno what's wrong but i Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1096872455298463702004-10-03T23:25:00.000-07:002004-10-03T23:47:35.296-07:00i definitely should have done more homework but this weekend was such a blast. my weekend pretty much started thursday as probably a lot of cs people. i hung out w/ sarah and we were having fun before we went because i didn't really make him but i asked todd to drive (gracias!). then i defnititely made 2 fish go and that was fun. so then we go to the hall and everyone and their boyfriend are Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1096507337341031632004-09-29T18:06:00.000-07:002004-09-29T18:22:17.340-07:00well, for those of you who have been hearing my "stories" for the past few weeks they are just about over. drama in my life is finally over. whoop! sorry that i won't have a story for you everytime i see you. i think it will be a nice change, but we'll see. i can't help but to be happy about the way things turned out. things could be pretty different w/ a lot of people upset and other stuff but iAmandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1096070395895612542004-09-24T16:53:00.000-07:002004-09-24T17:22:17.736-07:00hm...so there is tons to say but not really a whole lot that needs to be said. last night was a bunch of firsts for me. i definitely passed out in crocker and we had a big sleepover. from what i remember it was pretty fun. so after all of that i am left with tons to think about and no clue what to do. a lot would already be solved if guys weren't so dumb. a piece of advice to all the guys who Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1095664465380437702004-09-20T00:04:00.000-07:002004-09-20T00:14:25.380-07:00i love my sunday nights. i get off of work at about 8, come home, sarah and i go for dinner, then it's a late night walk that lasts until tomorrow morning. it's the 2nd time this has happened...so in aggieland, now it's a tradition. you know sometimes you have so much to say but you just don't want to say it b/c you don't wasn to ruin anything about it. the suspense kills you but at the same timeAmandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1095447864972213272004-09-17T11:19:00.000-07:002004-09-17T12:06:35.990-07:00so i hope that this will post...blogger and i have been having some difficulties, but hopefully it will post this. here goes nothing. ya so everyday my life entails some new kind of drama. i swear i have a story at least once a day. last night i really wanted to punch someone in the face...not really but i could have had a punching bag i would have gone at it. i don't think it would be a good Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1094615907094993472004-09-07T20:57:00.000-07:002004-09-07T20:58:27.096-07:00so tonight was silver taps, and i just got back and now i have tons and tons on my mind.
Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1094140563590768852004-09-02T08:48:00.000-07:002004-09-02T08:56:03.590-07:00this is going to be a short update b/c i am fixing to go to lunch but i feel the need to vent. college has so many options, and this fact used to be cool but now it's just annoying. you don' t know which one to pick b/c you dont' want to be stuck with what you picked. you get options but you still want opitions or maybe varitey. i was talking to my friend the other day and we both do a lot of Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1093928290191954392004-08-30T21:53:00.000-07:002004-08-30T21:58:10.193-07:00so i have '07 minutes left until it's no longer my birthday. i had a pretty good birthday considering that i had to start school on the same day. i don't really have much to post today but thanks to everyone who made my day special...i really appreciate it. night ya'll.
Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1093841960755497472004-08-29T21:06:00.000-07:002004-08-29T21:59:20.756-07:00well, this week has been so much fun, but there are probably a lot of things i would do differently. and now that i think about it even more this summer was just bad in more ways than one. i am not ready for school to start b/c that means lots of homework and effort, but i am ready for it to fill up some of this time i have been dedicating to thinking way too much. i think that i am just going Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1093458575749928062004-08-25T11:04:00.000-07:002004-08-25T11:29:35.750-07:00i dont' even know how to start this one out. so far this year has been mucho mucho fun but a bit complex. there is so much going on with so many new people and so many options that it's just insane. this probably makes no sense to anyone except me and maybe icke but it really doesn't matter. i am having a good time and that's all that counts. k so i really dont' know what the heck i am talking Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1093387467463541122004-08-24T15:31:00.000-07:002004-08-24T15:44:27.463-07:002 days of heaven have gone by. i absolutely love being back. so today was aggiefest which really wasn't that fun but i love the sophomore wildcat! it's so freaking annoying but so much fun when you get about 2007 people to do it with you. ah i love it! i dont' really have very many stories to tell other than i am having a blast and i dont' want to start work. yuck! oh well i'll just have to make Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1093219715993297782004-08-22T16:39:00.000-07:002004-08-22T17:08:35.993-07:00so here's the update from the first day of move-in. first off, it's over. i am all moved in and i don't have anything else to move in except that i forgot one freakin computer speaker at home...kind of weird, but eh i have to go back home friday for a concert anyway. my roommate this year is awesome. she's so cute and such a fish...not that that's bad but it's just weird to see how that feels Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1092938707855866412004-08-19T10:44:00.000-07:002004-08-19T11:05:07.856-07:00so i am stuck at home for the next 2 days being bored out of my mind. my brother and my sister are both at school and i only have a few things left to pack. i thinki am going to qualify for the most stuff. haha it reminds me of when i would go to church camp. i would always always always pack the most stuff out of everyone. some of the items i would take included bandaids, neosporin, bathroom Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1092630016867825102004-08-15T21:02:00.000-07:002004-08-15T21:20:16.866-07:00i don't have much to say tonight save one story. i can't prove it but i think my mom did this on purpose. whether you know me well or not, you should know by now that i am the biggest clutz ever. my mom left the vacuum cleaner in the hallway i have tripped over that thing 3 times w/in the last 2 hours. i think my mom is out to get me...she knows i am clumsy. hm....i hope i make it back to my Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1092527584089930762004-08-14T16:44:00.000-07:002004-08-14T16:53:04.090-07:00well, it's been awhile since i have posted, but i have been uber busy. i finally finished all of my summer school nonsense. tuesday is my last day of work. then it's packing for 2 day. after that it's off to kim's for a 2 day party. then it's back to college station. whoop! only 8 more days. other than that nothing cool is happening right now. it's pretty boring since i dont' have homework to Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1091847119006297942004-08-06T19:46:00.000-07:002004-08-06T19:51:59.006-07:00summer school is almost over. here's a run down on the stuff i have to finish before next wednesday...
1. 6-10 page research paper
2. 5 1-page essays or the final exam
3. persuasive paper
4. quiz #7
5. on-line final exam (speech)
6. self evaluation journal
7. read chapters 5, 6, and 10
so i have plenty to do in the next 4 days. it helps that my parents are out of town for the weekend, but that Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1091650489050359272004-08-04T13:11:00.000-07:002004-08-04T13:14:49.050-07:00well, i am in the library attempting to do my speech that is due tomorrow morning at 8am. eh oh well, i am just so ready for this summer to be over. from as long as i can remember this has been the most dramatic summer i have had. i have been so bored, but so much stuff has happened. if you have been reading the posts, then you know what i am talking about. one story i haven't told yet is about Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1091167132166901762004-07-29T22:37:00.000-07:002004-07-29T22:58:52.166-07:00hm...so tonight i sit here not bored out of my mind but with lots and lots of thinking going on about next semester and what college life is going to be like again. the past week i have been talking to some of my friends that live in san antonio, dallas, seguin, ext. and i miss them so much. i am mas def ready to go back. everyone keeps inviting me to parties and to lunch dates. so you are Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1091088752227503322004-07-29T00:50:00.000-07:002004-07-29T01:12:32.226-07:00well, this will probably be my last post from my house b/c my familia is coming home early from galveston tomorrow...i am not a big fan of that but eh, what am i gonna do? (other than furiously try to clean up before they get home). so tonight i was reading a blog from exactly a year ago, and i am amazed at how much you can change in one year. i guess it's different for people who really aren't Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1090859997859433132004-07-26T09:16:00.000-07:002004-07-26T09:39:57.860-07:00i was supposed to go to work today but i feel like a big pile of yuck. i can't really think of any good blog updates other than my friend ryan is throwing me a huge b-day party when we get back to cs...post a comment if you wanna come. so i was reading josh's blog and he stole this from caleb and i am procrastinating studying for gov't so i'll steal it from him.
FIRSTS:
First best friend: aimeeAmandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1090528573980275412004-07-22T13:29:00.000-07:002004-07-22T13:36:13.980-07:00today definitely has been one of the longest days i have had in awhile. last night i went to bed about 1 and woke up at 6 b/c i have class at 8. i gave my demonstration speech in class, and i think i kind of freaked my class out. i had good reasoning tho! i know more about spanish history and spanish stuff in general, so i decided to demonstrate how to do a traditional aztec human sacrifice. i Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1090031725102114172004-07-16T19:21:00.000-07:002004-07-16T19:35:25.103-07:00i cannont wait for school to start again. i think the count down is 37 days now so that's what like a month and a week? dah! i am so freakin ready to get out of here. i need to start a 2nd countdown for my birthday. we are gonna party it up in crocker (or so burger says). i am finally goign to be 19 like everyone else in my "grade." i think i am going to be the designated driver for awhile when Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1089908604251583392004-07-15T09:17:00.000-07:002004-07-15T09:23:24.253-07:00hola amigos. well, summer school finally started for me after skipping my first day of school. i kind of wish i hadn't done that now. oh well nothing i can do about it. i don't have to work today so i have a feeling it's going to be pretty boring. i have to find a way (in cypress) to keep myself occupied so i don't have to fold clothes and clean the house. i did clean up a bit, but i am just not Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-108958292921703592004-07-11T14:44:00.000-07:002004-07-11T14:55:29.216-07:00i could fill this post up with tons of stuff about how crappy i feel or how confused i am, but that would just be boring. i'll have to say that this weekend was full of drama and all kinds of interesting stuff. i really think cbs should follow me around taping my life...they would have so many stories. first thing that happens was definitely shocking. matt decided to get back with his ex after Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1089261976431400012004-07-07T21:44:00.000-07:002004-07-07T21:46:23.613-07:00i can't believe i am even doing this after tonight, but i am still going to boerne. it's not exactly the feeling where the world comes crashing down on you but my cloud 9 experience is definitely gone. i am left with so many questions and no answers and i hope that's not on purpose. well, that's all i got for now i have to go finish packing so hasta pasta and oranme!Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1088919625759650882004-07-03T22:36:00.000-07:002004-07-03T22:40:25.760-07:00so i don't know if any of you have gotten this pop up i got today but it was teh worst one i have seen yet. it has a picture of a girl sitting in a chair w/ the meanest look on her face...maybe it's not mean but a mix btw mean and sad. but the quote was split and the top said, "daddy told me that when i grow up i can go to the best college and that at my wedding i could look like a princess...butAmandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1088700668857395092004-07-01T09:40:00.000-07:002004-07-01T09:51:08.856-07:00well, the computer at my house is offically broken (i don't think that's how you spell offically). it was definitely a sad day at the Zeringue/Brawley house. i couldn't check my e-mail, update my blog really late at night, talk to anyone...it was just so sad. so now you are probably wondering, "but amanda, how in the world are you updating?' well, apparently you can walk in the library of the Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1088638922432401702004-06-30T16:07:00.000-07:002004-06-30T17:01:05.166-07:00well, the last post wasn't exactly long, uplifting or anything other than me being a sad, confused little girl. i guess that night was the peak of things that have been building up for weeks. there are going to be some major changes around my house that are going to effect the whole family, but especially me growing up. 2nd semester of next year i am offically on my own. i am sure my mom would Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1088480307298400222004-06-28T19:58:00.000-07:002004-06-28T20:38:27.296-07:00i just want to cry until it all goes away. Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1088145157692679462004-06-24T22:38:00.000-07:002004-06-24T23:32:37.693-07:00well, i wont' really say this is a hobby, but something i do when i am extremely bored. i like to find poetry, but just not any poetry...the worst i can find. after and hour of searching this is the winner for tonight.
Feelings
by Austine'a Burrell
The feelings I feel inside
I can't explain
It's like I still love you
but it don't feel the same.
The memories we had
stays on my mind
How can I Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1087959491322248462004-06-22T19:25:00.000-07:002004-06-22T19:58:11.323-07:00again i am at home bored to death because none of my friends are at home. everyone i am good friends w/ lives in dallas or san antonio. i miss being in college and having school work...reading for spanish and doing my hw by the pool. i would have to say that the last 2 weeks of college have to be 2 of my most favorite ever. there are probably a couple of things i would change, but for the most Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1087791966037642402004-06-20T21:13:00.000-07:002004-06-20T21:26:06.036-07:00not much is going on in life. it's almost 11:30 and i have no llamas perdidas. usually i'll get at least one. i miss getting off of work and then finding out i have one missed call...especially if it was someone i wanted to talk to. anyway my life is back to laundry, dishes, bathroom cleaning, and working...not really a whole lot to do in cypress on your own. this is a completely random topic butAmandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1087707656740826032004-06-19T21:33:00.000-07:002004-06-19T22:00:56.740-07:00i think that i need a new hobby that takes a lot of concentration. something where you don't really have to think that hard but you have to concentrate. any ideas? i guess the reason i say this is because i am daydreaming way too much. you know the thing girls do...you have probably seen it in some chick flick where you watch the whole movie and at the end someone ends up leaving and the girl is Amandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183798.post-1087617496585173212004-06-18T20:18:00.000-07:002004-06-18T20:58:16.586-07:00well, this is the first night that i have stayed in for quite a while. it's going to be sad to hang out with my family so much again but i guess you have to take the good with the bad. so a lot has happened in the past 2 weeks. i stayed out until 2 am wrapping houses with 6 kids, went out to eat about 2007 times, and apparently i got married too. i am not a big fan of the word perfect because notAmandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10356732921248754794noreply@blogger.com